I'm a ballerina. Period. And I'm sick of being told I am a crazy person... That was established a very long time ago. I am a ballerina and I can't seem to explain to you why. In words, that is. I could dance it for you, but that, right up there, is, so far, the best explanation I have for you. That's all. If that doesn't explain it for you, if that doesn't make sense or work for you, stop worrying about it. The end.