Thursday, November 11, 2010

Secrets.

Secret: I like court TV.
Secret: I come across as a darkly sarcastic cynic. I'm really only an optimist hiding behind my sarcastic remarks and my buns on top of my head.
Secret: I am not impressed with my grades.
Secret: I stress about things that I should leave behind.
Secret: I've never kissed anyone.
Secret: I'm a procrastinator.
Secret: I'm a pretty good liar.
Secret: I don't enjoy lying. Even if I am really, really good at it, I hate doing it. It eats away at me.
Secret: I am a guilty sinner.
Secret: I don't pray as often as I should.
Secret: I generally have ulterior motives for doing the things that I do - good or bad.
Secret: I wear my cheap jeggings way more often than I would like to admit.
Secret: I don't know what I am going to do with myself when I move out.
Secret: I still hate running. Even after nearly two years of consistent runs. I've run in 18 degree weather, snow eating away at my skin. I've run in 108 degree whether along the beach and stopped to watch dolphins. I still hate it.
Secret: I care. About everything. Everything. Even when I put on the great facade of "I'm Addy. I'm cool and collected and carefree." I'm actually far from cool, an absolute mess, and hardly carefree.
Secret: I covet Bianca's collection of sweaters.
Secret: I worry about my future every day.
Secret: I am happy about the changes.
Secret: I am happy about most things. I am, after all, an optimist.
What are your secrets? Will you comment and tell me a few?

Go running.
All my love, Addy.

5 comments:

andy brienne said...

you don't know me, but I found your blog today and I kind of love it. :) and now I will follow.

ps. i love this post. :)

Avery Jalaine said...

Dear Addy,
I love that we have some secrets in common. Let's play this weekend, yeah?
I adore you.
Love,
Roo
p.s. i think maybe you need one of our ridiculous nicknames.

Sarabeth said...

Addy i love you. with all my heart.
why am i not on your list of "The oh-so-loved" i was a bit hurt..
hahaha just kidding love (:
by the way elllohhveeEE your blog. (:
kay cool.

Whitley said...

Addy we barely know each other and yet we're kind of best friends. :) Do you know how many secrets we share? More than I'd like to admit. ;) love you

Whitney Ann said...

Secret: I like you a lot. You're the coolest person I've ever seen, whether or not as confident as you seem to be. :) I look up to you, even though I don't know you as well as I'd like to. You're gorgeous and super funny and I think we should be great friends.
Let's play sometime?