Saturday, July 10, 2010

My soul is healing.(:

("We study people for a living." -addy&sarah)
Life is too good.
I can't even tell you how many times I've heard Sarah say, "I'm so happy to be alive!" lately.
I mean, I'm alive! Isn't that enough to celebrate?
I freaked out this morning. I texted the boy(friend)(ish) and told him I'd call him later. Maybe. I just can't handle it anymore. I panicked. I freaked out. I called Sarah and she calmed me down. It was all very overwhelming.
I'm just so blessed. Today, mom and I got in a feud, right? She took my phone. Blessing. Oh, such a blessing. I don't know when she's gonna give it back. A week or so? She threatened to turn it off. I could live with that. I mean, I don't want it turned off, but I need a break from everyone. I just need to breathe.
I'm letting my soul heal. I'm gonna sit at home and read and write poetry and listen to great music and let my soul heal.
I spent yesterday with some amazing people (Tim and Whitley) watching The Hills. (New addiction? I think yes.)
I love it.
I love everything.
Tim: You are a talented boy. Thank you for always making my day.
Whitley: You are the spunkiest girl I know.
Welson: Thanks for finally coming back from Canada.(:
Katie: You mean the world to me.
Sarah: ...I love you... That's all I can say. You changed my life... Five times now.(: One: sitting behind me in French. Two: moving away. Us becoming really close. Three: Walking out of my life... Boys... Four: Walking back in. Five: This morning. You healed my soul. I love you.

Remember: You do not have a soul. You are a soul. You have a body.
Stay pretty.
You're alive. That's something to celebrate.

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