Saturday, May 28, 2011

I apologize for the makeup I left on your collar.



Warning: This post is a tad self-indulgent.


My name is Addy. I am not perfect. I am rarely the most beautiful girl in the room. I am not everyone's cup of tea. I don't think about things I ought to pay attention to. I overstep boundaries. I can be obnoxious and I can bug people. I lack several necessary social skills. I am overly emotional and bruise easily. I am selfish.


But I'm pretty okay. I am rarely the most beautiful girl in the room; however, I have nice eyelashes. I am not everyone's cup of tea - but that's alright. I don't think about things I ought to pay attention to, but I truly care about people and think about the things that are important in my head (letting people know I love them, having hope, staying true to whoever I am, etc.). I overstep boundaries, but I promise I don't do so on purpose. I can be obnoxious and I can bug people; nonetheless, I think it's alright because I know there are people who love me. Even though I lack several necessary social skills, I am not all that bad and I have good people in my life. I am overly emotional... That's just a fact. And although I am selfish, I really actually love people when I say so.

I am growing every day. I am becoming someone I like. I'm not saying I'm going to wake up tomorrow and be exactly perfect -  I am not going to be perfectly confident and polite and quiet(er). I'm just saying that I will try.


"You will be unstoppable," she said. And I kind of like the idea.


What about Bob?
All my love,
Addy


P.S. Hey, Severina.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Dearest Addy,
You are one of the cutest girls i know. and btw i think you are gorgeous inside and out. hahaha seeing your P.S. at the end of this post totally just made my day. You are so sweet:) keep being unique, wonderful, and amazing you! i love everything about you. don't let anyone change you:)
Love,
Severina

P.S. Hey Addy:)

Brooklyn M. R. said...

:)