Monday, April 12, 2010

i am here because i am stressed

i am terribly terribly stressed.
my body hurts all very bad all over.
i have a test tomorrow in ap human geo over every country in the world.
and it is stressing me out.
i have the ap test on may 14.
and i am not ready.
and it is stressing me out.
i am exhausted.
and i have so much work to do.
and therefore, i am stressed.
i have bio homework.
and math.
and it is stressing me out.
i have so much all jumbled up in my head.
and i cant get it out on paper
or into a song
or a dance.
i feel so scatterbrained,
and it scares me.
and it stresses me out.
i wish i was in love.
but i am not.
and it makes me sad inside.
there is an eyelash in my eye.
i want my feelings on paper and i cant get them out of me.
i want to be happy and feel good and
get my work done.
but i am not.
and i dont know why.
because i can.
i can do it.
but i dont.
because
i
am
scared.

2 comments:

McKenzie said...

hang in there cutie. you're amazing and it will all work out. you're in my prayers. love ya tonz!

Katie said...

My favorite line was, "there is an eyelash in my eye" It made me laugh.